It's Really Not My Week

[beanstalk_sims]

In addition to that job interview I had on Friday, I had an interview at the university an hour down the road for my course today. I was pretty sure it went well, I made confident and clear conversation, I was honest, I made them laugh a couple of times. I thought it had gone really well.

Got home, found an email with a rejection in it. Fantastic.

I still haven't heard from the job interview on Friday, so that's not a positive sign either - though they did say it might be as late as tomorrow when they do callbacks - and I'm losing my mind. Why am I so undesirable?

So I'm going to university on the outskirts of London, with any luck. They've at least made me an offer, a reasonable and achievable offer. If I don't hit that...well, it's the small university in Cambridge that takes anyone - and no, not the big flashy Cambridge university. I don't want to end up in Cambridge.

So yeah. Really not having the best week.

And on top of all of the mood swings lately, I'm going back to the doctors, which means I'll either end up back on tablets, in therapy, or both. I'm really not a happy girl tonight. :(